Liz presentation: 起初妳的愛慕對象會給妳帶來如夢幻般醉人的、妳連想都不敢想的東西,和情感的興奮劑,帶給妳如狂風暴雨般的愛和激情。
As soon you start craving that attention with the hungry obsesion of any junkie.
很快妳開始渴望近乎癡迷地渴望那種關註,如同上癮壹般.
When it's withheld, you turn sick; crazy, not to mention resentful of the dealer who encouraged this addiction in the first place, but now refuses to pony up the good stuff.
當妳的愛慕對象開始對妳不再那麽上心時,妳開始變得郁郁寡歡、神經質、更別提那個讓妳深陷其中的人,必然對他怨恨不已,然而現在在妳眼中已看不到美好的事物了。
Goddamn him, he used to give it to you for free.
該死的他,過去他為妳付出壹切,壹無所求。
Next stage finds you skinny, shaking in a cornet certain only that you'd sell your soul just to have that one thing one more timel; meatwhile the object of your adoration is now repulsed by you.
接下來,妳發現瘦弱的自己在角落裏發抖,心裏依舊期許著只要能再壹次擁有那種被關註被關懷的感覺,為此甚至不惜出賣自己的靈魂;同時現在妳的愛慕對象被妳排擠。
He looks at you like someone he's never met before.
他看著妳如同妳們從不認識。
The irony is you can hardly blame him, I mean, check yourself out. You are a mess.Unrecognizble even to your own eyes.
諷刺的是,妳卻不能責備他,我的意思是,妳自己看看自己吧,壹團糟。自己都認不出自己了。
You have now reached infatuation's final destination,and the complete and merciless devluation of self.
妳最後到達了癡迷的最終階段,不帶壹絲憐憫的自我貶低。